From a young age, when I walked in a room people
took notice. I never knew how beautiful I was until I got older and more
and more stares were directed towards me. They were never stares of
astonishment; it was more of a mesmerized gaze upon strangers' faces. I
truly did not want the attention. I was known for my beauty but no one
had ever wanted to speak to me or get to know me underneath the surface.
I was the younger of two older sisters who were not known for their looks but
seemed to have life going for them. We came from a prestigious family
where we were expected to marry someone of great potential. My two
sisters had married, one to a lawyer and the other to a doctor. Our
parents were proud of them but concerned for me.
My father became so worried that he took it upon
himself to see a Palm Reader. On the evening of this day, my father
returned home with a saddened look on his face. He told our family that
the Palm Reader had a terrible vision. Because of my beauty, no man would
be brave enough to approach me or feel worthy enough to marry me. I was
destined to be alone for the rest of my life. As my parents and sisters
mourned for weeks over my predicament, I turned to a higher being, God. I
did not know much about God but decided to invest my time in something since I
would be alone forever. I studied the Bible and learned how to pray and
through that process I developed a relationship with God, my heavenly
father.
My parents' concern remained constant for
months. They were especially concerned about how calm I was during this
revealing of my future. I told them about my newfound faith in God and
how I had learned that it’s okay to be alone and that you are never really
alone when you have God. I also had developed an understanding that I am
a precious child of God, a beautiful creation made specifically from his hands
out of love and care. What earthly being would ever love me the way God
does? A mere mortal would never know my heart the way God did and be able
to pursue a relationship with me.
When I became set in my faith and accepted that it
would be just God and me for the rest of my life, I had a peace within
me. I knew that no matter what, God would take care of me and provide for
me. Soon after this revelation, a local farmer approached me on my way to
the town's market. He began to talk to me about the produce he was selling
at the market and was genuinely interested in getting to know me. He
never once commented on my looks or seemed afraid to speak with me. I had
never experienced an encounter like this and was not sure what to think.
A few days passed and I had not
given the event that had happened previously much thought. One evening,
the young farmer came to my house. Shocked, I invited him in and
immediately questioned his behavior. He wanted to get to know me, he
wanted to pursue something deeper with me, and he saw something different with
me. Never once did he mention my beauty. He truly wanted to get to
know my heart and was willing to be patient and loving through the
process. As I shared the news with my family, my heart filled with
joy. I turned to my loving God in a dark time and he showed me what true
love was. I was content with who I was and had learned how to live by
myself. Through that, God provided me a man who was not prestigious but
was loving and true and that is what is really important in life.
Authors' Note: I based this story off of Cupid and Psyche's love story.
I wrote it in first person because I found it easier to tell the story as
if this was something that I was going through. Although I am not the world’s
most beautiful woman, I find it important that men and women should see beauty beneath
the surface. I am also a Christian and this made it easier for me to
write a story of things that I have learned based off my beliefs like Psyche's
belief in the Greek gods. I wanted a love story that showed we do not
need a significant other in our lives but if we become confident in who we are
we could be confident with someone else also. I chose the reading section
of Cupid and Psyche, The Oracle of Apollo , to coincide my story
with. In this part of Cupid and Psyche, the Gods tell Psyche’s dad that
Psyche will have to die in order to have a husband. They
must send her away to the Gods for her to be married. Although this does not seem like a terrible
situation, it was devastating to Psyche and her family. However, because Psyche trusted in the Gods
to take care of her, she met and fell in love with Cupid. He loved her for who she was and they had a
happy ending.
Bibliography:
Bibliography:
Cupid and Psyche, The Oracle of Apollo
Apuleius's Golden Ass, as translated into English by Tony Kline (2013).
Apuleius's Golden Ass, as translated into English by Tony Kline (2013).